I'M BACK... BACK AS AN ANGRY BLACK WOMAN!
It's been a while since i actually wrote in the blogger; I kinda lost track of letting people know how i feel. I have serveral topics that I can discuss but rather than writing organized thoughts, i'm just going to vent! Why am I angry you might ask... it's actually quite simple. I HATE PEOPLE WHO USE OTHER PEOPLE!
Let's define what I mean by using:
1. Don't hold on to a person b/c you feel like they are all you have.
2. Don't speak to me because you are bored or because you are mad at another friend.
3. Don't ask me for something just because you know im a giving person and you have no other way of getting what you want unless you ask me.
4. Don't treat me like im stupid... I know there are other motives for your niceness or other motives for the way people treat me.
Ok... even though that sounds vague. Let's get to the issue at hand. Have you ever tried to remain calm just because you know that you getting upset never makes the situation better? Have you ever remained calm because you didn't want people to see how angry you really are? Have you ever remained calm to keep from hurting another person's feelings? Well I have and to be honest... I'm sick and tired of the bullshit... When i say sick and tired... I really mean SICK AND FUCKIN TIRED!
So much has happened to me in 2006, i'm not even going to pretend that this year has been good to me. The only good thing that I feel has happened that is good is that god wakes me up every day just to live another day which is absolutely wonderful. I feel like i have lost some of my closest friend's to absolute bullshit, i have lost part of my sanity, and i have lost part of me most of all. I am no longer the same person I used to be and every time i feel like I'm getting close to finding me... ill be damned if something else doesn't happen. I started going to church... and you should never go to church when bad things happen only but this time I couldn't help it!
RIGHT NOW IM STRAIGHT UP ANGRY... I COULD PUNCH A PERSON IN THE FACE, I COULD POKE A PERSON'S EYES OUT, I COULD LITERALLY SPIT IN A PERSON'S FACE, I COULD KICK A PERSON WHERE IT HURTS!
AND NO IM NOT TALKING ABOUT ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR BEFORE ANYONE TRIES TO BLOW ANYTHING OUT OF PROPORTION... IM JUST FUCKIN ANGRY AT THE WORLD RIGHT NOW!!!!
TIRED OF PEOPLE ASKING ME STUPID FUCKIN QUESTIONS, TIRED OF PEOPLE DOING THINGS THAT THEY KNOW THEY SHOULDN'T!!! IM TIRED AND ANGRY!
OK THATS ENUFF FOR NOW... IM LEAVING WORK AND EVERYBODY HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY!
Let's define what I mean by using:
1. Don't hold on to a person b/c you feel like they are all you have.
2. Don't speak to me because you are bored or because you are mad at another friend.
3. Don't ask me for something just because you know im a giving person and you have no other way of getting what you want unless you ask me.
4. Don't treat me like im stupid... I know there are other motives for your niceness or other motives for the way people treat me.
Ok... even though that sounds vague. Let's get to the issue at hand. Have you ever tried to remain calm just because you know that you getting upset never makes the situation better? Have you ever remained calm because you didn't want people to see how angry you really are? Have you ever remained calm to keep from hurting another person's feelings? Well I have and to be honest... I'm sick and tired of the bullshit... When i say sick and tired... I really mean SICK AND FUCKIN TIRED!
So much has happened to me in 2006, i'm not even going to pretend that this year has been good to me. The only good thing that I feel has happened that is good is that god wakes me up every day just to live another day which is absolutely wonderful. I feel like i have lost some of my closest friend's to absolute bullshit, i have lost part of my sanity, and i have lost part of me most of all. I am no longer the same person I used to be and every time i feel like I'm getting close to finding me... ill be damned if something else doesn't happen. I started going to church... and you should never go to church when bad things happen only but this time I couldn't help it!
RIGHT NOW IM STRAIGHT UP ANGRY... I COULD PUNCH A PERSON IN THE FACE, I COULD POKE A PERSON'S EYES OUT, I COULD LITERALLY SPIT IN A PERSON'S FACE, I COULD KICK A PERSON WHERE IT HURTS!
AND NO IM NOT TALKING ABOUT ONE PERSON IN PARTICULAR BEFORE ANYONE TRIES TO BLOW ANYTHING OUT OF PROPORTION... IM JUST FUCKIN ANGRY AT THE WORLD RIGHT NOW!!!!
TIRED OF PEOPLE ASKING ME STUPID FUCKIN QUESTIONS, TIRED OF PEOPLE DOING THINGS THAT THEY KNOW THEY SHOULDN'T!!! IM TIRED AND ANGRY!
OK THATS ENUFF FOR NOW... IM LEAVING WORK AND EVERYBODY HAVE A NICE FUCKING DAY!
posted by reckless at 5:26 PM
1 Comments:
fuck em....
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